Thursday, June 18, 2009
if i'm the one who wanted out. why does it hurt so bad?
Y6/18/2009 05:34:00 AM
Tuesday, June 02, 2009
yesteryears will filled with laughter man come to think of it.
pang and i were just talking about all our pri sch and sec sch stories. goddamit never thought it'd be that funny. but yeah damn sad. that life is so over now.
to think that people could change so much over the years. some for the better some for the worst. its just funny where life takes us. and now life just seems to be getting weirder and weirder everyday. i guess we just have to make the best out of it. man up and do what we have to. lol.
Y6/02/2009 05:29:00 PM
Friday, May 22, 2009
I just think i'm old enough.
mature enough to know what's wrong and what's right to do.
I think it's just the whole generation gap.
that i don't understand you guys and you dont understand me.
you guys never really gave a shit about understanding me in the 1st place anyway.
yes you brought me up well with all the material needs and whatnot.
but you just didnt understand me.
if you did, you'd naturally know how i'd be and there wont be so many differences.
but all you guys wanted is just what you want me to be.
you never really listened, did you?
if i said that i'll support myself with my own money, i'd do it.
so don't come stuffing money to me and tell me to keep it.
if i ever said it, i'll make sure i'm man enough to do what i said.
i don't mean to be unfillial.
but i just had enough.
i rather be on my own.
Y5/22/2009 01:57:00 AM
Sunday, March 22, 2009
its funny how things just gets harder and harder each day when you're just sitting around.
Y3/22/2009 06:54:00 AM
Wednesday, March 04, 2009
I'd take a walk in the park where they say poems fall from trees.
When I see them slowly fluttering down as the cool evening breeze smothers past my face.
I'd simply pick those fallen poems up for they remind me of you.
I'd try my best to piece them together like different severed parts of your heart.
Maybe fingers would start to bleed, maybe eyes would start to sting.
Maybe I would just realise im in solitude.
Maybe that's when I'll set myself on fire. Just cause there's nothing else left to burn.
Y3/04/2009 08:20:00 PM
Sunday, February 22, 2009
i hope this doesnt count as conversation.
but i guess im missing you.
terribly.
Y2/22/2009 07:26:00 AM
met zack and his fren in the evening. went to haji lane to eat dinner and have some sisha. strawberry and milk eh. not too bad. then we left about 1130 cause they had to go and catch the NR. so i walked to cathay to catch a movie instead. saw eugene for abit there. end up they dont have what i wanna watch. so i went to PS. reached just in time to get tix for the show which was starting like NOW. lol. then i took the NR home after the show.
it'll still be a week man.
i don't know what will become of us.
its abit tiring with a weary heart and heavy feet.
but we'll move on no matter what happens.
Y2/22/2009 05:20:00 AM
Sunday, February 15, 2009
its abit hard to find the right words to say sometimes.
and its even harder to decide whats right and what's not to do.
cause you know any wrong move and its game over.
i just hope you understand.
and i just hope you'll be back to stay.
And I'd know what to do if I just knew whats coming
I would change myself if I could
Id walk with my own people if I could find them
And I would say that I'm sorry to you
I'm sorry to you but I don't want to call you
But then I want to call you cause I don't want to crush you
But I feel like crushing you and its true
I took for granted you were with me
I breathe by your looks and you look right through me
But we were broken and didn't know it.
Deep inside of you/Third Eye Blind
Y2/15/2009 03:12:00 PM